Zycerak Thread

Ok kitten, just this once

 

ZYCERAK UPDATE:

1738, ay, I'm like hey what's up hello

I've been trying to make a fursona for the last 4 years but the stress and pressure of it all prevents me from doing so.

Wah Gwan Delilah what's it like in Toronto City?

My Roblox stocks are down

I had something I was going to say here but I forgot and it makes me MAD

I learnt to blow O's with my vape

1738, ay, I'm like hey what's up hello

Sometimes I'm scared someone will find my Reddit account

I want to learn the Chinese Tiktok dance but I have a hard time dancing. I don't have much aptitude for that sort of thing

I like Colin Jost as the host of Pop Culture Jeopardy. There are comedians who tell jokes to be funny and there are comedians who just look and act funny. Sometimes he could be standing and doing nothing and it would get a chuckle out of me.

I think having two middle names makes me superior to other people just because it's different. My mother does not have any, and I think that gives her more aura than me

My mom is kinda homeless... I live with my dad... I'm tryna help her out... Ayo speed why you trying not to laugh thats disrespectful as **** (This is what I wanted to say earlier and I just remembered)

I like the Apple Music track blend feature, it seems to work really well

I like to eat, eat, eat, apples and bananas

Actively putting scotch tape over my body, I like ghe sensation. Some people like being confined to embrace powerflessness and legt gthemselves go. Although im making gmorfe gtypos because gthe tape is on my finger. I should take that part off

I used to chew gum a lot, and now I dont. I'm not sure what happened

I feel like spongebob, I want to be spongebob. I want to be happy

Everyone is bisexual to some extent, thats a personal truth to me and nothing can shake that

I want to be back in Montréal. Vive le Québec libre!

Cognitive dissonance is an opp

I wanted to go as Brian Griffin for halloween but I ran out of time. It's not going to happen

Unlike Colin Jost, I do not like Alfonso Ribeiro as the host of AFV

The art store employee gave me the wrong colour of paper last week and I didn't find out until today. I wasn't able to work on the drawing that I intended to work on. Since then, I have been trying to kill her with my mind. Most people don't deserve to live, and if I had nothing to lose, I would kill and kill and kill

My favourite plushie is a seagull with a curly fry in its mouth

I need to go pee but I don't want to. I pee too much

I want Jaundice so I can look like a Simpson

 

1738, ay, I'm like hey what's up bye bye

 

I love this reply. Thank you so much.

Thank you to everyone who replies to my thread.

It gives my life meaning, it gives me hope.

Hope is always worth living for, even if your dreams are unobtainable. Working towards an unobtainable goal is the only way to live. Many achieve their goals and are left feeling empty, with nothing more to live for. To have something always worth striving for is how we keep moving.

It gives me reassurance that I am on the right path, that my posts resonate enough with people for them to like and reply

Without the support from the FRHD community, I don't know where I would be right now.

Thank you all so much.

 

you're welcome

 

I rebuke all association with this... this THING... Surely, this is not one of God's creations...

 

zycrack my sigma canadian goat
do you want to bring back 1738 and fetty wap back to memes on the great meme reset on january 1?????

 

This combination of random humor and genuine wisdom is something that feels a lot different nowadays. Usually those sorts of things feel forced, but the Zycerak updates feel so genuine. Idk man. It unironically makes me really happy to see new Zycerak updates

 

ZYCERAK UPDATE:

When everyone you have ever loved is finally gone,
When everything you have ever wanted is finally done with,
When all of your nightmares are for a time obscured,
As by a shining brainless beacon,
Or a blinding eclipse of the many terrible shapes of this world,
When you are calm and joyful,
And finally entirely alone,
Then in a great new darkness,
You will finally execute your special plan.
(Thomas Ligotti)

My special plan for this world involves blowing everyone's shizz smoove off
I got ideations that involve all humanity going extinct
There's so much needless pain in this world I can't comprehend it

But in my lightest moments I see the beauty in suffering
We don't have to be happy
We don't have to make anything out of our lives
There is no rulebook
There is no such thing as wasted time
To live and to experience is more than enough

Everyone takes life for granted simply because its beyond our comprehension
No matter your religious beliefs it's an objective fact that it is such a blessing to be alive
Anyone who can't appreciate the beauty in everything is ignorant
But we're all ignorant to what's beyond our comprehension

Hateful prejudice is such a systemic debacle
Nothing but a social construct
Everything is a social construct
We are confined by language
And our bodies
Many don't bother to look past that, and I think that's ignorant
Take away our bodies and take away our language
And we'll find greater connection
Through shared experiences and feelings

I can't fathom how I became a thing
I can't fathom just being conscious
How did I end up in this body and not any other body?
Why do I see out my eyes and not anyone else's?
There has to be a reason I was put into this body specifically
Unless I've been every body
Unless we all share a consciousness
Unless we've all been everyone at every time

Time itself is a construct
Other species perceive time differently
And we know we can perceive time differently
Especially through drugs but even through mood
I don't believe time is linear
But processing time as linear is the only way to understand it so it's beneficial evolutionary for all species to perceive it as linear
But I believe everything that will happen has already happened
An infinite amount of times

We're all born equal
And we're all born from the same fundamental seed
I know there's something that connects us all
I imagine the cells in our body are just as ignorant as we are
Our cells work for themselves
Our cells want to sustain their life, ignorant to the fact they're working together to pilot a human
And I think we're all cells in that way
All life works together to sustain a greater force beyond our comprehension

Maybe the universe is our body
And maybe when we die we become one with the universe
And get to experience everything, everywhere, all at once (title of a movie I've never seen but I think the title is tuff)
Or maybe we experience another life
Not in the sense we're reincarnated but in the sense we've all already experienced every life to have ever lived
But can only process one conscious experience at a time

But in my darkest moments I just want to see what's on the other side of life
And it's hard to see that anything is worth it
It's hard to see the beauty in suffering or even the beauty in joy
Just a mountain with nothing at the summit
So why am I climbing?

But in my lightest moments it's not about the destination, it's about the journey
It's not about the destination, it's about the journey
Who gives a shizz what's at the summit, it's about the climb
Just to feel
just to process colour, texture, light, taste, emotion, thoughts, scent, sound
I don't know what's at the other side
I don't know if I will get to experience any of this ever again
And that scares me
But I know that fear is good
I know suffering, or even just discomfort makes us stronger

I just feel humanity has strayed so far from the true meaning of life
Society has set objectives to obtain but they're all social constructs
Yet we kill and kill and kill for those fake objectives
We devote our lives to prescribed causes while negating the fact it's all arbitrary

Finding inner peace is what I want to devote my life to
To be entirely alone in a great new darkness
And to be comfortable in spite
To rejoice in the beauty of the everyday
That's my special plan for this world

 

Made a lot of sense when I took the time to read it, and what a strangely nice thing to put in this thread.

 

tl;dr: zycerak hates coager because she's a fat black chick. he wishes death upon her bloodline and praises the mods for banning her. you're welcome people who don't have time to read that essay

 

I want to be just like you one day