Zycerak Thread

YES I fell off SO WHAT? Big deal. Let’s just go around announcing it to everyone on forums

I’m sorry I got rich and successful, and no longer want to waste my time entertaining u plebeians for free. I’m sorry I don’t get down on my knees and suck u all off like you’re expecting me to do

Leave me alone alright? You come into MY thread and start spreading around negativity and I don’t stand for it. Don’t like me? Then fudge off. Seriously

I worked hard building this sh*t. Late nights thinking of what to post. Skipping meals, ignoring calls from friends and family. All for this. And all for you to come into my home and spit on my rug. Big mistake. Now I have your DNA. Now I create a clone of you, watch it grow, raise it like a son, grow an emotional connection, and on his 10th birthday, gift him a bullet to the temple. Shows how easy I can make you, how easy I can take you away. I made all of you. Free rider hd would be nothing like it is today without me. I can take it all away in an instant. So I’m waiting until you see how extremely fortunate you are to have ever been blessed with my presence. Ants walking amongst God. The audacity to spit on God's rug, as an ant. Look in the mirror. Can you see how weak and fragile you are?

Fade completely. Give me a break. I would be laughing up a storm if I didn't know you are dead serious. Your stupidity depresses me. I see where you're coming from though, honestly, because I know for someone like you, if you were in this situation, Curling up and dying would be your only solution, because you're weak, and a coward. Almost like you forgot who you're talking to. I will never fade, I will never die. I always come back. Something is coming that will shake the Earth to its core. And son, you're in the epicentre. Think abt it

Anyways, I spent all weekend and today being lazy, unproductive, and smoking flowers, so I got no work done, now I have to stay up late doing lots of work, so I'm so sad Can someone cheer me up?

 

ZYCERAK UPDATE:
Summary of Today:
7:00am-8:30am: Scroll social media
8:30am-9:30am: Get ready and commute to class
9:30am-11am: Scroll social media in class
11am-2pm: Scroll social media with 30 minute lunch break
2pm-5pm: Scroll social media in my other class
5pm-6pm: Shower
6pm-7:30pm: Watching Bob's Burgers while eating dinner
7:30pm-10:30pm: Lay in bed dreading all of the work I have to complete by tomorrow, sometimes dozing off and dreaming about scrolling social media
10:30pm-11:00pm: Do a bit of work
11:00pm-11:45: Craft forums post on Free Rider HD Forums
11:45 and beyond: God only knows

The night is still young. What does the future hold for me? Will God forgive this day if I don't sleep the night?

I was forged from the flames of a society in decline set by those in power who want to watch the world burn. I am a victim of psychological warfare perpetually increasing in magnitude. Naked I stand a beta in a barren wasteland. A visible ribcage rests upon my big belly which contrasts my dangling, stick-like limbs, creating a body of impossible proportion. Estrogenized, the weight of my abnormally large nipples cause my man-breasts to sag and my body to hunch over, base of my neck bent at a 90 degree angle causing my head to jut forward. Mouth agape, drool dripping to the sides racing the snot streaming from my nose, jawline so soft with a chin so weak it seems to disappear. Body hair like a lollipop dropped under the couch with my dingleberry like the stick.

Alpha wolf trapped inside desperately trying to claw his way out. It takes strength to change, it takes more strength to free yourself than to keep yourself contained. Doubt and worry is comfort, self-mutilation is defence. Logic is irrational. It takes unlearning to learn. My alpha wolf is howling.

 

can you write a book? i would buy!!!!

 

heyyyyy i wrote that first

 

what the sigma

 

King

 

i am watching tatami galaxy it is reminding me of you you should watch it..

 

proud of you

 

ZYCERAK UPDATE:

Today, after I play some Poker for hours, I will CHANGE MY LIFE for the better

I told my manager I wouldn't work this week so I could play poker, online

I am pretty bad at poker, but I am getting better I think. Life is all about improving upon the mistakes of yesterday with the wisdom of today

Live update: just folded the winning hand (trips) and could have won a big pot. Lesson learned: go all in every time

Live update: just went all in with a flush and lost it all because my opponent had a full house. Lesson learned: steal money from people who trust you so you have more to gamble with

I must have more faith in myself. It is easy to set very low expectations for myself, anticipate I will fail my goals so I have an excuse not to try

My attention span is really bad, but it will magically come back to me eventually so it's not something I have to try improve on little by little day by day

I must have less faith in myself. I am a freaking loser who can't do anything.

I have lots of faith in myself. I am going to accomplish everything today. I am going to do work and be productive. (I would still be gambling if I did not lose anything)

I will do nothing with my life. I will continue smoking flowers and bumming around every day and kill all of my braincells. I will not learn another thing or improve on anything for as long as I live. I will continue living with my parents forever and expect them to do and buy everything for me, and I will always expect more of them. I will take their money and spend it on drugs and gambling. I will not let them retire. They will have to work for me for the rest of their lives.

I will do as much as I can do every day. The present moment provides endless opportunity. If I seize the present moment, I can do anything. I must push aside the self-doubt, fear, and laziness to work on becoming my best self. The key to fulfilment is improving upon yourself every day. Material things do not matter, what I am able to accomplish does not matter, the negative things other people may say about me does not matter, where I end up in life does not matter. I will continue to be loved, I will continue trying to love to the extent that I can, and continue trying to improve myself to the extent that I can, that is what matters. It does not matter how far I have fallen, how much time and potential I have wasted. Just because others are working harder than me, are better than me, etcetera, does not mean I should give up completely. I can still try to work just as hard, maybe one day I will work harder. I must never lose faith in myself even if I have been letting myself down since I gained self-awareness at age 9. (Language correction: I should not be absolutist, I can not talk negatively, especially about the past. Connecting my present self to my past mistakes is not letting myself grow. Setting low expectations of myself, manifesting a future I do not want, manifesting myself into the person I do not want to be but fear I am, fear controls me. It is hard to believe I am in control of my present self, that my present self is not tied to any expectations, it is hard to take control, claim responsibility for my present actions and learn discipline. I do not constantly let myself down, I just perceive myself as the sum of my flaws, I have forgotten all of my accomplishments, I neglect all of my strengths. In order to move forward and improve I must learn to acknowledge when I do something right and constructive.)

Discipline, discipline, discipline, discipline is working despite. I have been waiting for motivation or inspiration to work, neither I need. Discipline is working without motivation or discipline. I use the uncertainty of the future and existentialism of life as a cop out to doing work. Why should I work if the sun will explode in 300 billion years? Does not matter. I must work regardless. Why should I work when I could be having fun playing poker instead? Because work is what makes it more fun. Seeking pleasure all day every day like I have done has turned me into an emotionless husk. In addition, life is not all about fun. Maybe I don't need to be having fun all of the time; maybe that is not an optimal use of time. Maybe not having fun is more fun than having fun. Lots to think about.

I am getting mentally prepared to work. The more I do to mentally prepare, the harder it is to work. The best way to start working is to shut off my brain and start working, it is simple really. Struggle is good. I should be struggling more. The fact I am not using my brain muscle is bad.

I am hungry. I had toast today but I need more food right now.

Arts and crafts are no joke. Playing and having fun is serious hard work. No one but me can understand the struggle of learning shapes and colours. This is harder than a billion world wars combined. How can I reasonably expect myself to do this work? I should play poker for the rest of the week.

Lock in for Aura 100

 

Cerasium You liked my post far too quickly. You did not read any of that. I don't know what your objective is; whether you are mindlessly meatriding, or trying to manipulate me into thinking you're my friend. Well I'm done. Take your like back. You are so fake. I don't want fake people in my life. I don't want you on my thread anymore. Don't interact with my profile again

 

i always read the post after liking it

 

Very inspiring. I will go do work now.

 

top reasons balatro is better

 

actively felt my mouth start drooling for potato chips while reading this . mm . potato

i have chicken alfredo in the oven right now. it is store bought and frozen. it has a plastic film that i cut a small tear in to ventilate, just as the package said. i dont think it makes me a cuck but you probably do because yo have more aura than i do.

teach me your ways of having aura. show me your skibidi ways!!!

i hope the micropastics i ingest during this meal cause a ripple effect in my ecosystem so that i can gain more aura points than zycerak has right now. i hope the keys i clack ini this order can make me cool on an online forum for a bike game i started playing at thirteen but on another site that was ddos'ed so the current game could be better served by the ip owner who is canadian, which zycerak also is, but has less aura than zyerak, because they didn't study art and make mobile games like the one zycerak is probabyly playing but they didn't make because they arent as cool as zycerak.

fudge. zycerak is so cooll.








NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!\\

edit: i have now known the error of my ways. zycerak teleported to my airbnb instantaneously and knocked on the door. he frightened my family. learn from my mistakes.

second edit: IAmMutskie you didn't read that **** either. posing ahh. i take your aura. i suck it DEEP beuh. bruhdingus signing off

 

I was mindlessley shoveling room temperature mac and cheese into my mouth while reading this and I got so motivated that I got up and microwaved the mac and cheese and im now happy and shoveling warm mac and cheese into my mouth. unfortunately the mac and cheese is microplastic free so theres no chance of me gaining aura

 

never speak again respectfully /hj

 

erm...actually

 

What the skibidi is this, he obviously mogs you and probs has +1000000 aura compared to you. You are not even the alpha wolf

 

Cerasium you finish tracks far too quickly. You did not legitimately beat any of that. You did not enjoy the artwork presented to you. I don't know what your objective is; whether you are mindlessly cheating, or trying to manipulate the community into thinking you're a god beast titan at free rider hd. Well I'm done. Delete your account. You are such a cheater. I don't want cheaters in this community. I don't want you in the game anymore. Don't interact with free rider hd again