Going to make this short because my old draft was deleted:
About 3-4 weeks back someone in my cricket team hit me in the ribs with his illegal ball (because he scratched one half on his wall), I got knocked down because of how small I am (like 165cm) and I was already moving to avoid it. I went down for about 15 seconds on my knees rubbing it off and then I was ok. Everyone in my team that was there at training came over and asked if I was ok, because supposedly it was really loud, which I didn't notice. Anyway to the point. This experience sort of metaphorically reminded me not to let the small things get me down, the small thing in this case was a red, illegal, 156 gram, leather cricket ball. I'd also like to point out Marnus Labuschagne in the Ashes 2019 becoming the first ever concussion substitute in test cricket getting hit on the helmet grille first or second ball I can't remember and getting straight back up, Jofra Archer was bowling like 140km/h. A truly inspiring action from Marnie.
So I am normally a very active person and does a lot of sport (to enhance my point this weekend I played two games of cricket on Saturday, did a 20km run on Sunday, then went for a surf and swim at the beach). When COVID came however I found it very hard to exercise because on my mid-week (athletics) track sessions would be done at a local park on zoom and it felt like there was no one to push me or to talk to, it just didn't feel the same. I also felt really reluctant to train for anything and I lost quite a bit of fitness from lockdown. The only real time I exercised was when I went mountain biking with a friend on weekends which was fun, but I didn't do any running really during this period. I'll find a graph of what I did. I think the main reason I found it hard to exercise is because I'm somewhat of a competitive person and I like to train for competitions, the lack of competitions/races made it harder for me to gain a want to run, but I still did some occasionally.
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Here is my running in kilometres. I went a bit crazy in January, 2/3 through March was my last Orienteering event and mid-july is when I started again. Expect November to go up by 40km by this weekend.
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Here is my “cycling” graph which is just mountain biking. It was literally the only thing I felt like doing during lockdown and is quite high in April, May when I did it almost every week, now every 2-3, it was also easier to go to local trails with friends, because they had nothing to do otherwise.
Third thing I’d like to talk about is quite personal but why not, I’ll pour my heart out. So here goes:
So there’s this girl I like who I know from orienteering and I mean I really like her, as in I can’t really stop thinking about her. The thing is though I asked her if she’d like to do something which would be on this Saturday (I asked her like 5 weeks ago by the way), this wasn’t me asking her out, but I
was going to at that specific event, yet she declined because she had other stuff on and I got really disappointed at that because I had made myself think she was going to say yes, which was a stupid trap I pulled myself into. Even worse I don’t have her contact or anything so I can’t keep in contact with her at all and the only time I see her is at Orienteering events which I can’t go to in cricket season (which is the next 5 months). In the next five months I'm only likely to see her at athletics events and the occasional orienteering event or training that is not when I play cricket. Does anyone know what to do in this scenario?
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