Pour Your Heart Out

I hate society. people are fake, inconsistent, and unreliable. I want to ride around on my bike and yell fuckyou at everyone who tries to belittle me. people should try and build one another up, not down... I find myself doing the same though, like on the trump thread or rapperjack's profile page. I'm saying all of this because I know it's hypocritical of me to those things. this is me saying sorry. to everyone (excluding pssst). I'm done now, I know I'm human and we all fuckup but as humans, we'll learn from our mistakes.

 

im not liking becuse you said excluding pssst

 

yeah cobra kai was very good ngl

 

This sounds like the Joker.

 

I dont care i dont want your like, I came to vent not seek your affection

 

yea lol

 

A ted talk i heard once said,
"Its better to aim high and miss then aim low and hit" i live by these words

 

I promise dude I try to live the same. Please forgive me for whatever irrelevant insults I've said to you in the trump thread. I'm probably gonna try to ignore that thread now, it's not a healthy place for me regardless of my love for discussion.

 

what makes you say that?

 

Yeah right, you using this thread is a ridiculous idea. E: sorry about this post whatever you want

 

Now I'm even more confused...

 

if you read through the past few pages of this thread, i took everyone seriously and tried to answer everyone the best i can. you are no different, if you feel like you want to share something then share it. it doesnt matter how sarcastic you normally are. you can be real here with no judgments.
on a side note: i’ve been really busy for the past few days about many things and i think i missed a couple of messages here, so i apologize and try to read through the messages later today.

 

yeah I'm done with it as well

 

Myself I’ve done some really stupid mistakes, and I need to pour myself. I haven’t had it well. Ever since I discovered this game in mid January this year, I eventually started being really toxic to a lot of people, eventually I also had a really unfortunate experience with ninjasparkour as of everything. I even got to the trust point of giving sharkfin the tas, which eventually then got leaked. COVID-19 has also struck me hard ever since the isolation. It’s no extreme rules now and I’ve got school in person but it’s overall sh*tty to not get to see your friends. I also live too far away from school, which means I can’t visit my friends or my girlfriend. I just want to apologize for the over sh*tty things I’ve done to everyone. I don’t expect to be forgiven but just know that I am deeply sorry.

 

Anyway, the thing is, I don’t talk to anyone of my friends from school. I also had an emotional breakdown eventually considering suicide because I felt so alone. I know I have loving and supporting people around me but the FRHD community has been a pretty toxicity-filled community well before I came here.

 

glad to see people using this thread for its intended purpose

 

Sharkfin please stop posting on my thread. if you have something to say other than the purpose of this thread, say it elsewhere. i do not appreciate your current use of this thread.

 

oh and the only person you blame is me

 

yes.

 

Sharkfin Coolgamer3108 Guys cut it out. What you're doing is not necessary and this should be a positive thread where we share our difficulties and give advice, not insult each other. Sharkfin, you really should not be here, because your posts seem to be sarcastic or mocking others (they may not be, yet it is heavily implied), almost intending to spread negativity. Coolgamer3108 came here for the right reasons and you're just being mean to him, for no reason. Coolgamer, you are also in the wrong for continuing the argument and insulting Sharkfin, while you may have been provoked it's still not the right thing to do, but your original intentions were fine. Just stop guys there is really no point in what you are doing and you should use this thread for its intended use.

e; Most of the posts got deleted, good job mods .