Pour Your Heart Out

what does unattainable mean? i do calculus as a 12 yo.

 

My friend doesn't talk to me anymore

 

don't listen to your parents all the time, you shouldn't care what other people think. You do you and don't let anyone else say so : )

 

Yea, that's YOUR capabilities. Some people can't learn as fast as you or as much as you.

 

started learning math at 2-3 yrs old but i people can be different

 

RAPPERJACK
thats very unfortunate. but still making sure to him that even if he stopped talking to you always be there and be available if he needed someone to talk to. the key in this situation is to be patient and hopefully he becomes better quick.

 

thx again

 

I do detail on my tracks but it takes ages and I get bored of them and I give up and I start to hate my life and I chuck my computer out of my window and I smack my head against the wall and I have a tantrum and I want to die.
Other than that, I'm fine.

 

Somebody make this guy the pope, cause everyone needs to hear him

 

89yoyo
im not trying to be offensive here but getting mad at a pointless online game like frhd is very not mature. im not gonna lie i also used to get angry and upset. but in the end this is just another useless video game you play only for fun. and if its making you unhappy and sad then why the heck are you still playing? if you’re not comfortable trackmaking then ghost, if you’re not comfortable ghosting then dont do either. dont do anything that’s damaging your mental health. invest your time in something more useful and help the world somehow.

 

Uhhhhh. I figured that out thank you, I just enjoy beating myself up!
Although sometimes I have to go to hospital because of it.
My biggest secret is that I revived from the dead.
As you can see I'm perfectly normal right?

 

89yoyo
im not exaggerating but you’re perfectly normal. we all have special circumstances and issues here and there no matter how big or small. what’s important to remember at these times is to keep trying to think logically and staying focused because each and everyone of us is significantly important to humanity. try to be the best version of yourself, its as simple as that.

 

Madara
Thank you. I will keep calm and carry on thanks to you. They should make a 'Leader' ribbon and give it to you. I already feel better. No more broken computers for me!

 

Well... Put some music in. If you lose inspiration, look for it in nature, or anywhere. I find music, and natural inspiration helps a lot. Practice makes perfect, the more you practice the faster and cleaner your detail will get. I have hundreds of tracks that never actually made it to FRHD because I refuse to publish them, I practice quite a bit and that's how I got to where I am today.

 

Fluffysmack I will. I'm bored of having to buy new laptops. A bit of music eh?

 

Thank you Madara for making this thread, I feel like it will help many people through hard times

 

Unadvertised
thanks! always a pleasure to help a human or two : )

 

There I go:
Ok so im a normal kid with great parents, better friends, no problem with alcohol or drugs. But i have a little secret...
I had a fear to obscurity since i was little, so i had to have a lamp always on so i could sleep. So right now, i don't have the fear still, but whenever i lay on bed, lights off, i start feeling bad at everything i have done that day or other. I’m Christian so I tried to talk to a priest but it didn’t helped. So every night i feel so lonely and depressed that some days i even asked myself why i was living, bumped my head and cried like a fountain.
Almost a year ago i remembered freerider and started playing it and it relieved me a little bit, and then i knew the forums, i met people just like 89yoyo (the best guy in the world) and lots of people and i almost forgot it.
But now I’ve just started my 10th grade and i have to study and make lots of homework, so my depression is hitting again. I just cry some nights in silence so no one doesn’t hears me....

 

cryings not going to help, it just going to get you dehydrated

 

Sltg28
i also suffer from kinda the same thing. i didn't use to keep a lamp on when I sleep but i constantly wonder if i actually feel like i matter or if people consider me important or do people even care about me. after spending lots and lots of time thinking about them it turns out that first: it doesn't matter that much if people care about me and second: they do care about me. and now quoting you "im a normal kid with great parents, better friends" this clearly tells us that you are important to them and they love you. so the problem is phycological. now that's completely normal i have that issue as well but i coped with it. as you need to do as well. It's easy once you get the concept idea. always remember that your first task in this world is to keep evolving because the world just keeps getting harder as you grow up. things like reminding yourself every day that you matter and you are an important human here and you were created for a reason. so, thinking like your current situation will only get in your way. speaking with people you trust and friends also helps alot. finding a good hobby to sometimes clear your head. it will take time for sure but you can get better and escape this thing that you feel unsafe about. also i am always available if you needed someone to talk to. i hope this helped you somehow. : )