-By FIREBEATS
Chapter 1
When I was 2 years old, I lived in a crack House. My mom would do lots of drugs, smoke and drink. We were poor and we had one room that had a bathroom, kitchen, bedroom, and other crappy stuff. We had to sleep in the same bed. I also had a sister, Jessica. My mom also had a boyfriend. He was a nice guy. He got my sister a toy jeep to ride on, but I got a big ass bike that I could barely sit on. My sister had it all good, but I had it worse. My mom didn't have a car or money, so I walked to this house where they gave us food to eat. They lived right down the street from us. My mom was friends with her and she didn't like seeing us not getting fed. Then, after a couple of days, my mom got a cat, but she didn't have any money. How did she get the cat? She never said. Well, one day, my sister was riding in her toy jeep and I was trying to ride the bike, and then we heard something in the sky. I went over to see what was happening and an eagle picked up the cat and took it from the yard. My sister was so sad that she was asking when the cat would come back, but my mom didn't say anything like she always does. The cat never came back, and my sister was heartbroken.
Chapter 2
I went to lots of houses when I was little and this one guy hated me so much. So I was going to get a bath and he walked inside to wash his hands. It was Easter today and I asked if I could have my basket. He said no, and I asked why. He didn't say anything, then I started to cry, and then I turned around to get in the tub and he turned me around and punched me right in the face. I fell into the bath tub. It felt like I was hit by a car. I hit the tub and my nose was bleeding all over the place. My nose was broken and he was just standing there doing nothing but staring at me bleeding. My mom wasn't there to do anything. Even if she was, she would not have done anything to help. My sister was outside I think and then she heard me crying and she ran inside to see if I was ok. Well, the guy who did it got arrested and sent to prison. Well after the guy who punched me in the nose. he went to prison, I went to other houses with other people. I was at this house right down the street from that guy's house, and I was at my mom's mother's house. I thought she was all nice and stuff, but she turned out to be a drug user. I sat on her bed and ate grapes, watched TV, and would hear her yelling at her husband. Then there was lots of banging and I could not take it. I went to see what was going on, but then I turned back for some reason. Then she will come sit with me on the bed and tell me she loves me. I didn't know what to say, so I just said nothing. This lady looked like she was dead. Her face was pale, her hair was black and messy. She smoked in the house and next to me in bed every day. After that, I went to a different house.
Chapter 4
I went to this program that helped me with my issues and my mom's too.
They would have different groups for us, and we would talk about the stuff that had happened in the past. I still get to that program sometimes. I was with my mom and we were going to go eat dinner at the program and there was some random kid going crazy in the lunch room. This is what scared me so much. The kid was cursing and and punching tables and walls, also people. Then he went near the door I was at and called out, "B!TCH!!! I was like 3 years old, so I was scared. Then the kid gets tackled to the ground. After five minutes, the cops came and arrested the kid. Then after that, I went to the lunch room to eat dinner.
Chapter 5
I was going to a group where people go when they have issues with their parents. I sat down with this lady with orange hair, and she looked like she was a boss or something. I still talk to this lady today and she helps me sometimes. Well, when I heard that my sister and I were going to a new house to live in, I still live there right now and I love it. Before we went there, we had a party at the program, and we had fun. I was 3 years old, so I didn't know what was happening, but I do now. I remember saying bye to my mom in the parking lot. I was crying my eyes out and I couldn't stop. I went into a car and my sister and I were going to the new house. Well, I was stupid because I opened the door while the car was moving and jumped out of the car and fell down a hill. The car quickly stopped and the lady ran right out of the car and went to go get me. After that was done, we went to get something to eat, and then we headed to the house. Well,
Chapter 6
I have changed now. I told my parents that I am bi-sexual and they still love me for who I am. I am really happy that they don't hate me. I have been keeping that secret for a long time and I just didn't want to say anything about it yet, but I thought it was the right time, so I told them. I still haven't told my whole family, but I will soon. Also, something happened to my dad's mom. My dad got a letter from someone and when he came home he read it and the sad part is that he was smiling when I gave him the letter. But then that smile went away. I don't know what the letter was about, but it was either bad or sad. I will keep everyone up to date with this.
Chapter 7
My family is crazy. My sister is stressed about work, my dad lost one of his jobs well for a little while he did, and my mom isn't working. Then I have to deal with all of the drama and I am sick of it. I shouldn't have to go through. To be honest, nobody should have to go through something like that. I have had a crazy week and I hope this week is good. Well a lot has happened lately. I got a job, and I make more money than I can keep.I also was doing this one job and I accidentally hit a ground bee's nest. You should already know where I am going with this. The bees chased me and I got stung 10 times. Now I can't brag that I never got stung by a bee. Now that I think about it, I can say I got stung by a whole bunch of bees. I am also stepping up my rap career. On Rap Fame, I have over 1000 followers and am improving every day. I am also going into 11th grade. It was hard this year, but I can make it work this year I guess. Well it is Friday today and I have some amazing news. I am getting paid today and I am going to reach 1,500 dollars today. It seems like a lot to me, but it's really not that much. I am saving it for when I grow up and can buy a house or rent an apartment. 9/23/21 It's my birthday and I turned 16 today. I also have good news about school. If I pass my junior year, then I can graduate from high school in the first semester of next year, which would be great. I can focus on other things instead of being in school. I can't get a lot of stuff done and I don't have to be bothered by teachers everyday.
Chapter 8
The funniest thing happened to me the other day. It was 3:00 am and it was still dark out. I was in bed and I woke up because I heard something. I got up out of my bed and then I heard thunder and it scared me so badly that I almost fell on the floor. I got back into bed and I was about to fall back to sleep, but then I heard thunder again. It was so loud that it felt like my bed shook or something. I couldn't go back to sleep so I rolled back an forth in my bed with my pillow around my ears. It went on for a while but it never stopped, it wasn't even 1 min and it kept on going. The lightning shined in my room like there was a car parked outside my window with there high beam lights on. Two hours past and I had to get up for school and I went in the kitchen and asked my mom if she heard the thunder. My mom said she did and it was the so loud that it work everyone up and my cats were freaking out when the storm was happening. I thought when it storms you get better sleep, but that wasn't the case. Everyone at my school was talking about.
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