Pour Your Heart Out

Ok, imma go play rocket league now, if anyone is low diamond in 2s and wants to play, hit me up.

 

If I forget it, my life seems pretty good

 

Why do you need to forget your life in order for it to be good?

 

What I meant was that...
My life is good--great, really--I live on the very tip of Mexico where its summer 365 days a year, I have friends on Frhd who I talk to everyday, I'm making money from modeling, I'm making money with my art skills, I travel the world....But nothings ever perfect, I have fatal flaws in my life that you guys might not. Don't get me wrong, I love how I'm living, it's just that some other aspects of my life could be improved upon...

 

imagine i pull Skeeny

 

a hallway with no end may as well be a wall
just thought of this. volunds creativity month has got me trying out poetry. It feels so narcissistic and weird to go into depth about this line but...
I really am just set free by this, i feel like i understand if you know what i mean. I think I think. I think a lot. I was thinking about this, what i thought was, what is a hallway? is a hallway anything meaningful? what do you find in a hallway? nothing theres fcking nothing in a fcking hallway fck hallways. but wait, dont fck hallways. theyre really useful they get you places. people say a "door to new opportunities" well fck doors, why does no one talk about hallways??? how you gunna get to the door huh? through the hallway! But now, what is a wall. well to me a wall is a place where progress stops. a standstill so to speak. so while you may be able to walk forever and having nothing stop you, what did those steps mean. you may as well have been standing still. No matter how much you try to something, if you go about it the wrong way. Youll just be walking that same fcking hallway. you gotta open new doors try new things. you know? you cant be afraid, i cant be afraid. The hallway is not the destination. Just because it goes somewhere doesnt mean its the right where. open the doors yall

 

i just been thinking hella lately that was one of my thoughts

 

Typa shi I be thinking about in the middle of math class lol.
But fr tho I think a lot too and it does really help your mental state, especially if your completely honest with yourself, which you should be if no one else can hear

 

guys im gonna pour my heart out:

im soooo tired........

of making the track that im making rn so im just gonna publish it soon lol.

i was being dramatic