Pour Your Heart Out

I enjoy drawing. When I moved, freerider filled the hole that my grandparents and my loss created, and that was really positive. No one irl knows that I draw on here other than my parents and they would just think I’m stupid but I draw irl too and ain’t too shabby. I enjoy filmography and photography, and learning things I want too. I am enjoying more things now! But sadly my counselor thing fell through and I’m back to square 1 (but at least I’m not on square 0)

 

I don't want to spam this thread. But a simple thing anyone can do to feel uplifted or motivated is to have someone you know, or yourself, add alarms to your phone throughout the day saying "youre amazing" or different facts about you, or motivational quotes.

 

another thing to help you feel uplifted is not go on the internet or technology at all because the environment online and on social media is typically volatile and not conducive to a good outlook on life

 

I have been ghosting tracks for ~6.5 hours today (straight). This is not a joke. For the past week I have been spending way too much time in frhd and it's even started impacting my academics. I think I have a problem and pouring hours into frhd is a symptom. My mind has been pretty closed off to myself lately, so I'm really not sure what's wrong. I'll keep thinking about it. For now that's all I can say, but I wanted to get that out for now.

edit: wrote this at 5:20am. That reminds me, getting only a few or no hours of sleep due to staying up ridiculously late is getting more frequent too.

edit 2: an hour later and still going. I have no motivation to rest. This happened a few days ago and I ended up sleeping through 2 alarms and missing 2 morning classes then nodded off a few times throughout the day while trying to do homework.

 

im in seventh grade and my friends are acting diffrently to me than others. they will say do you know what a (somthing sexualy related) is and me being a very sheltered kid will say no not knowing what it is. then another friend will say "dont tell him what it is." i dont know what to do about this. its really degrading even going to school. every day i feel like my best friend is sliping away from me. this had also happened in 5th grade when my best friend abandoned me for the new kid. i dont want it to happen again

 

That has happened to me too. I would spend 5-7 hours drawing tracks and then simply restart without saving the code. I would ghost in between. Find something else to do, build a model, do physical activity, and slowly erase ties from the game till you are at a better standpoint. No one will judge you.

 

Ignore the mf it ends after middle school, for the most part, and you realize they are a bunch of idiots. Go find new friends if they are being toxic.

edit: that is not being sheltered. That is not helicopter parenting. Don’t look that stuff up. It doesn’t matter. Retain your innocence while it lasts. One will never truly enjoy it till it’s gone.

 

yeah you need to find new friends, seems like youre just hanging out with the wrong people

 

i agree with flow, sounds like they are just bad friends

in middle school everyone is a bit of a dummy head, even in high school a little bit

luckily people will mature as time goes on

 

People can be just the same in high school, it just represents itself differently.

 

this is true, i think college is when people can really be themselves without worrying about others, as most people are mature adults, and colleges/professors wont put up with your sh*t anymore

 

That’s both true and untrue. Are you really in college?

 

Hi guys I'm new around here but I thought this would be a good place to explain what's been going on. I recently started playing this game through my school computer because the boys in my class play it. I thought itlooked fun and wanted to play myself so I created this account. I ahven't told anyone that I play because I think I'll be made fun of because I'm a girl. What should I do

 

Coager is also...very uniquely coager. Don't be like Coager kids.

 

hey rube just go cold turkey on frhd for a week. being serious here. during my school holidays from nov-feb, i played frhd every single day 5+ hours. i thought i wouldnt be able to stop because practically every spare minute i was on frhd or forums or frhd disc (sidenote: ). but i stopped all 3 of those for 7 days and after the 7 days was up i didnt feel a need to go on frhd at all.

 

Some time last year I remember playing from 3am to some time late at night. I think it might have been like 20 hours straight besides eating. I had a problem then. I still have problems but I think my problem then was complete disinterest in life and extreme and unnecessary anxiety.

 

bro u need to put down the frhd and get some rest.

moderation and balance is the key to staying happy and healthy

 

yep, first year only though, so i guess i cant say i know that much

 

If you get made fun of 'cause you're a girl then that is really stupid. We live in 2022 and if that isn't acceptable then I don't know what is.

It is actually fine if you don't tell anyone because you have no idea of the outcomes but if you really get the urge to show somebody and don't want it to be secret all the time then suit yourself I guess cause that could get kind of weird to be honest.

I have introduced free rider to a handful of friends at school and its fun to play together and it is a really good conversation starter. My cousin (his user is tttllww) has really gotten into doing trials on this game and he learned tubes really quick and it is fun to race each other, play each others tracks, and have nice talks about the game. One of my friends from school (his username is goatosaur) has quickly caught onto trackmaking and is making a beautiful track resembling detail like lol666's. many people in my school know canvas rider

 

Don't worry. Nobody is going to judge you for playing FreeRider. The boys might even think you're cool. If someone makes fun of your for liking a game then they are an idiot.