Pour Your Heart Out

I don't really have any place to go, my dad is dead and my mom doesn't care or listen, so I just felt I wanted to post it here.

 

have you brought this up with your mum? if she doesn't gaf that her child is on the brink of suicide she's actually a c.unt, she shouldnt be raising kids in her household. have you thought of calling your countries child safety services? depending on where youre from they would take this seriously and probably find you a better home IDK. you deserve to live with someone that actually takes children seriously

 

You'd be surprised how much a random stranger cares about your life.
There's good out there mate, you just haven't experienced it yet. And the fight's worth fighting even when you have no fight left. Even when there's no one there for you. The relationship and strength you build within yourself day by day is the strongest bond you could ever create.
You would see that miracles aren't only in fairy tales and faith is real once found.
Then maybe you can help see another life through.
Stay in here man

 

rare easternbiker life advice???

 

thanks biker

 

988 my friend. killing yourself is never right

 

I want to keep talking to her but i cant keep talking to her, bc it hurts. It hurts to talk to her knowing i cant have her. And she keeps talking abt her relationship and i cant take it anymore. I wanna cry

 

suicide is no joke. And it's morally incorrect imo (I'm Catholic)
I myself had been suicidal, i always thought of using a paring knife to slit my wrist or neck, but in the end, we don't want to depart from this unfair world because there is something we're attached to. This is our "bridge" between life and death. Dying at your own hand is more dishonourable than if you died for something or someone else's sake.
I remember i went to a retreat and i met a girl a year older than me who lost her dad some months before the retreat, and she still stood strong. I felt guilt, even though it wasn't my fault, but all us guys and girls at the retreat cried together and with it all negative thoughts seep down with our tears.

dont give up on life, you never know if a tiny happenstance or coincidence ends up turning your thoughts on its head. I certainly found my bridge. You can too. Only ever think about death when you meet its event horizon, and die without feeling that you disconnected your attachments yourself. BE YOURSELF.

please come back
we dont want you to become some number in the global count of suicides in the world

 

its hard to be optimistic abt this, I have (yet again??????) been through this before...there was a girl i liked but i never had the balls to confess my feelings to her for 5 whole months man. and when i did (the day before a big school trip too wtf to me) she said that she liked someone else, i dont know who though. i am NOT the most handsome guy around, but i tried, it sucked. I wrote a whole like letter to her through her dm on instagram, she responded, saying that she admired that "courage" i had to say that s**t to her, but didnt reciprocate those feelings. This left a pretty deep wound in me, but it heals eventually.

The same goes to you. The world doesnt revolve around people, it will never go your way, for the most part. It's really up to you whether or not you accept pain and at least be friends with her, or you dont reconcile and leave yourself in a rut of grief and melancholy.

 

When in pain, seek religion and repentance, not pleasure.

 

Do NOT go for your brothers gf

 

When in pain, search for things that will heal you. If that’s religion and repentance, focus on that. Religious guilt, or guilt of any kind is not healing at all. Do not feel guilty for not being religious enough, if that’s a concern. Focus on things that are genuinely wholesome and helpful towards your journey in life. For me, I’ve grown closer to who I believe to be my Savior, but I’ve seen many people ruin themselves wondering why they’re not better on that aspect. Everyone has room to grow and learn, try your best to take a step back and truly see things clearly.

 

i'm pretty sure he's talking about going for his brothers gf's sister

 

Do NOT go for girls you should kiss BOYS

 

YESSS THIS MAN GETS MEEEE

 

how average convos with straight men actually go btw

 

I sent you the track code

 

yeah but i feel that would be weird

 

love the new pfp creasom

 

wrong thread I thinkering