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I don't think I can handle this. Even though I reviewed the ghost and gave the vote for a yes, it was with a sense of disdain, knowing it would only fuel the fire that is Thomas Placella's ego. However, even then, the reality never hit me, that TPlacella, THE TPLACELLA, the same "why isn't my track featured" guy, the same "I should be top 50 guy", the same egotistical, yet humble, intellectually gifted, athletic, scholar would receive the highly sought after glorious recognition that is a featured ghost on Free Rider High Definition. Yet, even while giving my vote of confidence towards this ghost, I didn't fully realize the harsh and very real reality of TPlacella receiving this award. When Totoca12 posted the update, and i saw the green text next to TPlacella's name as he was given a featured ghost for the first time, I was floored. I was thrown back in my chair, baffled by this reality, by this WORLD where Thomas Placella, a NON SPACBARRER, receives a feature. Tears streamed down my face for hours on end as I tried to accept this difficult new reality. In a mad attempt to vent my pent up energy and rage, I buried my head in my hands, screaming in pure agony. I paced along my bedroom floor for hours, then spent a sleepless night, tossing and turning, still unable to accept this new jarring reality. When I woke, or rather rose from my bed after hours of restless movement. I had realized something. One of two things must happen. TPlacella's feature must be stripped from him, as long as I still live happily upon this earth. If not, well, I may not live upon this earth much longer. Beware Thomas, you will rue the day you ever decided to brag about a nsb featured ghost!
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