Desperation Part III

NSFW centrepieces and inspiration. And ofc it was based off IRL

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Centrepiece phase 2

Centrepiece phase 3

Phase 1 NSFW

Phase 4 NSFW

 

great stuff bro, glad I could be part of it

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one of the best works of art i've ever seen. it's wild how much emotion can be conveyed not through only the drawings themselves, but the way they were drawn, as if some parts were a struggle to draw emotionally.

 

Elibloodthirst d4 better have a birth scene with you and wifey in the hospital room, desperate to get the kid out

 

so so so impressed with this, jesus. the attention to detail in the sydney opera house and skatepark scenes are just insane, i dont think anyone else can claim better cityscape art than you at this point. truly have mastered this style of drawing

i mean look at this stuff, so small in the grand scheme of things but adds so much

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amazing work, you should be very proud !

 

M.A.N
how long did it take you?

 

Honestly your humour is something we need right now.
Thank you it means a lot. I had a lot of hiding for this, parts I couldn't quite draw with people around, photos and inspirations from places I didn't know still existed. For women I supposedly don't have feelings for yet I promised them an eternity of love. I just think the differences between being in love and loving someone no matter how long for can last an eternity.

Haha I was originally thinking abortion segment then my actual childs birth but that's kinda too deep and I'm really thinking now's the time to hang up the boots

I mean it's literally real the skatepark was added to create some pizazz in the foreground but everything hold true. It is Sydney harbour. I really appreciate your comments, I came into posting this thinking people wouldn't appreciate the authenticity and how I wasted so much background and not much foreground or if it was just me posting NSFW blaise crap.

The greatest thing about your two snippets is that it's the same buildings you picked. Idk if you noticed that but in the moments between the two phases is that even though it's meant to be 30 seconds to 60 seconds a part IRL the whole perception of reality has shifted, everything wasn't as it seemed because I didn't know who I was at that moment. Like it was a shift of allegiances and who I was meant to be with both of them not being who I truly am.

All I feel is a huge moment of relief and wonder.

10 Months religiously, may have had some phase 1 done before remix contest

 

I absolutely love playing this track, to look at the scenery around it. Your style overall makes it so that once it's all put together it looks absolutely amazing, focusing on the overall scene rather than certain individual details. The attention I can tell you've put into it impresses me, and I love how someone can tell this track means a lot based off of the amount of time and small details that only someone that really cared would put in.

I also really like the little bits and pieces that other people added, very cool.

 

Haha at least someone does.
Yeah man I've tried to adopt something that looks real and stitched but incorporates a story.
You can zoom anywhere and it'll tell just as much of the story than the last. Look around there's lots hidden in and around.
Oh man I care, I care probably too much but I care.

 

sometimes it's good to care too much. I love staring at the art. I also love your censor bar, made me actually laugh. Shows how even though this is a serious track that's telling a serious and cool story, that you can still joke around a little bit. I also feel like in this track it shows that you aren't just trying to post random NSFW, but there's actually a point to a lot of the stuff you draw that people don't necessarily get. (but i mean cmon tell me with a straight face your mwc or some of your other tracks weren't just added for fun)(joke)

 

Haha well the second one is a random chick from reddit I had permission to draw.

The other one is a girl I slept with and that's a real quote she said to me.

I do everything for a reason and it's to tell a story.

 

very cool stories. fun to follow. I think i found your insta at one point and looked through it, if i remember correctly you have quite the cool photos. Do you like taking photos or am i thinking of someone else ?

 

Elibloodthirst have a look whenever I even have a few references from tracks in there

 

cool, thanks! definetely I'll look through.

 

your art is stunning, Eli. I feel emotionally immersed in this world. your attention to detail sets the scene so well, and how you framed and juxtaposed the moments tells the story perfectly. I've never seen a track as human as this, and it's one of the most beautiful tracks I've ever played

 

You've made me cry man. Something like that from someone held so high by not just the community but myself just means so much.

Thank you.

 

A very mature piece of artwork. It's rare to find something that feels so human on this site. Great work. This is something you will look back on in 30 years and still hold meaning.