Pour Your Heart Out

Well u got dat already

 

Ok

 

let's support kifflom

 

So lately I've been stressed out of my mind that I had thoughts of killing myself or running away. I was told my uncle's cancer is getting worse. The cancer is the size of a baseball. The reason I've had thoughts of killing myself and running away is because my aunt took her anger out on me by throwing stuff at me and calling me useless and a piece of sht and threatening me. She did apologize and saying she doesn't want me to leave but I can't take this sht anymore. Every time I stay home by myself she always comes home to complain about something. Yesterday I literally was spinning around ripping my hair out punched my floor and that busted my knuckles open. I wish life was a little bit easier because every time progress is made it gets taken away. In a movie called Zombieland someone says "Enjoy the little things" but sometimes it's hard to enjoy anything because life can end quickly but always keep your head up and that's what I'm trying to do but something is forcing my head down so much that my neck hurts : (

 

Sorry for another message but I got home today and someone paid $750 to fill up my oil tank for my heaters. I called the company because I didn't put in a order for oil and they said someone paid for it and put the name down as "gift" so that made my day better

 

A week late, but sorry to hear your situation and your friend. Do you have a plan for how to get back on track, or are things just getting worse?

 

not really lol, i think both of those things are slowly getting better tho so we'll hope

 

Praying to God that the cancer can be removed from my uncle <3

 

So I don't know if many of you know but I came out as gay (I said this a couple months ago on here) Recently I've been thinking changing up my look like getting my nails painted and stuff. I already got my ears pierced 2 months ago. I'm nervous because some guys in my crew at work are kinda homophobic : ( . I don't know what they'll say if I come in to work with my nails painted because someone on my crew can be judgy because I opened the door for a guy and he said "What do you have pep in your step and opening doors for guys now". I can't help on who I am so I'll probably just risk it and see what happens

 

Ngl, as someone who is blue collar, your going to get ****** with a lot prob

 

So my uncle has been lymphoma and he'll be having surgery on Dec 3. So I'm hoping everything goes well

(It changed)

 

My uncle just went in surgery

 

My best friends dad cheated on his mom and they are getting divorced, it’s gotten pretty ugly. Anyone got any ideas on what I can do to cheer him up? he acts like it’s nothing but he’s been showing up high to class more often recently and I feel like he’s lying.

 

whenever my friends are sad/mad i js give them space, then after a while they usually come up to me and open up

 

The most important thing you can do in life is lead it with love and try to connect to people through that. Holding genuine care and doing things he’s interested in/things that make him feel comfortable and/or feel safe are important. Be there for him without saying it and without asking. And maybe he is okay and maybe he isn’t but it shouldn’t matter. You should always try to be there for others and advocate for people


Just try the best you can that is all you can do

 

Thanks bro I will, also that shts poetry

 

im starting to resent everyone i want to fcking die and see if it matters

 

What's making you resent everyone?

 

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