Pour Your Heart Out

That's insane. I'm glad you're ok now. I think it's important to share experiences like this if you are able because like you mentioned, many people have a hard time believing it can happen to guys. Sharing personal experiences is the only way to prove to them that it does happen.

 

In heck is SA? Wait oh... oh.
Anyways, that's one messed up sh*t you had when you're 10. While reading this, I'm thinking to myself: Who in the hell would do that to their own child. It's a blessing to have a child; and that child to be your legacy. Not to bluntly satisfy your arousing pleasure. Sadly, people are like that. ._.

Anyways dude, it's hard to even come out and say that. Hat tip to you. Glad you're moving forward from that fiasco.

In society, USUALLY (and I'll say this), rape, sexual assault (that's what I'm thinking SA means) incidences happens to girls and often times people neglect the fact it can happen to men. I do agree with Rube here. Sharing these experiences to society can show that this sh*t does happen.

 

this might be a dumb question........but what is SA?
Also im sorry that you had to go through all of this even though i dont know what it is it seems really bad, hope your ok and all

 

Sorry lol, I used SA because that's just what I always call it haha. It means sexually abused. Also, thx ya'll for the support

 

Thats horrible, sorry that happened

 

(Glad to see this thread still active, madara did a great work )

 

I'm tired of this "family." I feel like my parents hate me. I'm tired of being compared to my sister. It's like they want me to be someone else, someone that I can't be. My mom is raising her expectations on me saying and I quote: "You better get all As, because if you don't, I'm getting you a tutor." At this point, not even a B+ is good in her eyes, all because she wants me to be more like my sister, a straight As student. If I ever try to vent, I`m always vilanised and the situation is made to seem like it's specifically my own fault.

 

Man were alike. Im also always compared to my sister and brother who are also straight A students. Back when i was in 7th and 6th i always got B's or C's and always yelled at about not being like them to the point where one time when I was getting yelled at my mom hit/punched me and I told do it again see whats going to happen then she got more pissed and basically beat my ass to the point where i was in total pain and still get traumatized about it.

I feel like that was all pointless to put but just try your best to get A's and what not and if a high B or mid B is all that you can do just try and tell them that, try and tell them that your trying your very best and that you dont really like to be compared to your sister and if you ever need some help just make a convo with me in it and I will gladly help you anytime,with school work, home stuff ect. , i will try and help!

 

Thanks

 

yeah no problem

 

Some somewhat good news. I talked to my dad about how I need help and he's going to try to get me a therapist so I can get the help that I need

 

My father was abusive most of my life, basically since 1-10, and he never got around to telling me or my family why. I wonder if he was under a lot of stress but it was surely painful. I honestly want to see if he can change more to be a better person, so far he has worked really hard and has gotten far into it. Does anyone have any comments on this?

 

Hello. This is a throwaway acc, but I wanted to share an experience I had with you guys. Recently, someone on this game (tonight, actually) reached out to me and trusted me enough to tell me they had suicidal thoughts. They said that what I said helped them and wanted to share what I said in hopes to also help others.

The conversation went as such:

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Anonymous: i have suicidal thoughts

Me:
Ok. If you don't mind me asking what provoked them? Why do you feel this way? And what do you think can I do to help.

Are you seriously considering it?

Anonymous:
Well, it all started when my parents decided to divorce before Christmas 2019. Since then, my parents have hated each other and wish that I would just stay with one parent. I can't do that, however, because of law sh}t.
And yes I am seriously considering it.

Me: Ok so here me out. Im not just being cheesy because this is not something to joke about. If you are thinking about it so seriously that you might do it tonight then dial 911 or tell your parent. If you have the resources available don't go near them. You are actually wanted. You have meaning and a life. You are someone that someone cares about deeply. (hopefully your parent. Maybe your best friend. Maybe someone has a crush on you. etc.). You are good at many things and you would be missing out on so much. You are wanted on this game as well. Think about how many subs you have. Almost as much as me. If you think im cool then you are cool. Talk to the Pour Your Heart Out thread.

Think about things you have looked forward to. I dont know how old you are so im going to say this from the perspective of a middle schooler (not to be mean to you but that is the average age of players on this game) You are going to date people. Whether or not you have now (if you are a middle schooler) it is better in high school. One day you will get married. You will have children. Going through a parent's divorce can make you wary or not wanting of marriage. Not all Marriages are that way. You are going to have someone that loves you and you will love them back. No matter how repulsive you think you are, I promise you will have a glow up. You have someone that you will marry. I can go into this religiously, but if you are not religious I won't.

Hello? Write something if you are reading this.

Anonymous: Holy sh|t. You just f*cking saved me. Thank you. Read that to yourself, you might find something that will help you.

Me: good to hear, Its want I want to hear about myself but it doesn't really work when it is your own mind. And trust me I am not just saying any of that stuff. Im not pulling at hopeless strings. There is a light at the end of the tunnel for you.

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Anyways, hoped that helped someone.

 

Anyways if anyone is going to reply to this Ill check on my main but probably won't respond because, As I said, throwaway acc.

 

i am genuinely confused as to why you guys are putting this kind of stuff here.

 

well, it is a more emotional type of thread.
That emotion may vary from person to person, some people may post very deep and dark things here, in the hopes of getting someone to talk to them about it, and form what I see it usually works. others may just use the thread more lightly.
I'm not sure what's going through other's minds when thinking of what to post here, but I am at least glad that posting the type of stuff that is already on the thread is allowed here is an option.
Posting advice for others or reaching out for help shouldn't be silenced, and while I will condone legitimate professional help for more severe cases, having a space to pour your heart out may help.

 

One of my dogs bit my other dog last night and ripped off a chunk of her skin.

 

thats good

 

:|

 

she got stiches