Pour Your Heart Out

the fear of possibly losing my future career is setting in, it hurts. i'm almost scared, i have nothing else going for me, i have no clue what to do.

 

what did you have planned?

 

automotive but if cars go hands free my passion and future are going to die. now i did make it seem a little dramatic and it is, but if they do get rid of gas cars and what im planning on going to school for is cancelled because there wont be a need, what would i do?? i dont want to work on ev cars, they aren't the same.

 

That fear is real. I will say I don’t think all cars will be electric by whatever year the world governments had planned. There’s no infrastructure set in place to power millions of electric cars with clean energy nor is there enough nickel to fabricate the batteries. It’s much more likely we will use hydrogen powered cars (which are internal combustion) instead. The same thing is happening to the aviation industry, people want electric planes but the reality is the batteries are too heavy to be functional in an aircraft. If you want to electrify an airbus for example, the batteries required to make the jet go from las angles to Las Vegas would take take up so much weight, you can only put crew and 5 passengers.

 

i could work with that, but its not that i think it will happen. its a fear of the possibility. but i need rb power. rb25 tt goes crazy

 

i think it's a userful tool (even with my geo hw!!1!) but i also think we need to take in factors of caution. we can't have it solve all our problems, because well.. it can't.

 

last thing and then ill stop spamming this. I cant tell if i've had anxiety or depression, but my parents say i have both of them. but when i think about it i dont "feel" depressed and i know like the actual definition of it, but i can't tell if it's my brain but i have trouble accepting the fact that i may have it. they want me to get meds for it or go talk to someone, but i think i dont have it why would i go??

 

That’s quite common actually. You feel a certain way for so long it becomes normal. I went through depression and I’m sure there’s a lot of others on this site who have too.

 

oh, ok. makes sense, i've grown numb to it to the point where i dont notice it anymore?

 

I wouldn’t say numb, your still a human with emotions, more like you haven’t been happy for so long you don’t remember that it feels like

 

fair, but for my case i feel happy but when i look online there are other symptoms i show,

 

I guess I shouldn’t have have assumed (sorry)

 

your all good man

 

wsg yall

 

Here’s the thing. Your parents aren’t licensed professionals so they can’t tell you whether you have it or not. You might have some symptoms, or ingredients, but that might not mean that you’re baking a cake. They could mean that you’re baking cookies, or muffins. You could have bipolar, anger issues, anxiety, depression, or nothing at all. I’d recommend going in and seeing what doctors say.

 

Also breaking bad depression is the realest **** there ever was

 

Pp

 

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Yuh huh

 

You can't say that