Feeling Sad :(

OOF

 

You probably got banned for a good reason...

 

Yeah it actually was

 

Hey im sorta a pro and I think your great. Its probably only a small amount of people that dont like you but im sure most of the community likes you. I always get at least 5 or more bad comments on my tracks but thats thoz peoples problem..you cant make everyone happy sadly :{ - Birdes

 

You are good person. No matter what anyone else thinks, I got ur back.

 

ShamatoZ if you need any help mentally, just ask Coated_Badger.

 

Just thought if ShamatoZ is gonna spill how they feel, I may as well do the same. I get what you're feeling ShamatoZ. As much as I try to make good tracks and please everyone there's always gonna be another person out there. Personally, my mom took me to the ER for suicidal thoughts two weeks ago at two in the morning. Sometimes sh*t sucks, and it's hard to get over, but life keeps goin'. I've been on antidepressants for over a year now and I haven't felt any different. The doctor doubled the dose, and no difference. I'm lonely sometimes, even though I've got this entire community supporting me. I came back to the game about a year ago because it reminded me of middle school, when life was better for me. I was tested for what medications might help me feel happy, and the results came back saying that my current medication is the best. Like I said earlier, sometimes it can suck; my mom has locked up my medication cause I'd otherwise overdose, and I sleep on the floor of her bedroom so that when I wake up to nightmares I know I'm safe. I try to keep a good attitude online because people judge and they judge real harsh. It's nothing to be ashamed of when people don't like you or their tracks; it's just their personal opinion, something they're entitled to. I haven't been to any of my college level classes for the past three weeks because I want to escape from my life so badly, and yet, I'm still here. In no means am I trying to diminish your emotions by explaining mine; I mean to show you that you're not alone in this and that your emotions are as real as anyones'. I hope you know that I've really enjoyed you coming back to play on this platform <3. I'm in the midst of my own struggles, but I still want to be there for people that are experiencing something similar. Remember that a smile a day can go a long way.

With lots of love for everyone,
~Scythe~

 

Wow I didn’t know that. I would recommend to not go onto medications btw

 

If this place is about shrugging off feelings. I need to do this

this lockdown thing has gotten me to the point where I’m no longer mentally stable. I have to take meds every day now and. It’s just miserable. Practically living alone when my moms working. I had to learn everything, and on my own. I quit this place thinking no one will miss me. I don’t have respect here. Not one bit. I’ve seen to have respect you need to have medal. Anyone with a medal practically is famous. I just want to be known and even have a smidge of respect. I quit because this community didn’t want me around. I came back to see what’s changed. I was greeted by 5 people. It sounds like I’m just running my mouth off. Blah blah blah, people think I’m nothing but annoying. Ther are some members on here though that make me stay. Totaca12 is nice mod and who’s on daily. RAPPERJACK is just cool. People like Eli who are just chill. Idk I just wanted to get things off my shoulders about this community. I’m not asking anything in return I’m just putting this out there.

If you missed something, don’t try recreating it. Do better.

 

Yeah do this. I'm a mental health wizard. Come to me with your problems and I'll therapist the sh.it out of you and you'll be good as new.

 

dm me

 

Tf you calling dumb

 

Those facts tho

 

LOL!

 

Learn how to spell somebody* not someebody

 

Nice job grammar police

 

Thanks I did that to Totoca12 as well

 

:\ hope you feel better, is there anything i can do? (i know the feeling)

 

I have been feeling a bit better now
Also, due to someone messaging me about their last school year
Them and their friend playing the game, and geeking out over me being on their leaderboard
It was really nice to hear that, made me 100% convinced that I was respected, then I started to accept everyone else's comments about it
So thank you guys for your words, and your contributions!
(even though half of this thread was arguing about ghosts xD)
But thanks
And I really mean that as much as I can!

 

ShamatoZ <3