Pour Your Heart Out

Shh your telling people how to break my heart!

 

USE A SLEDGE HAMMER ON THE PRSON ABOVE

 

you prick

 

Ôvō

 

kill him with a flame thrower

 

Denmark freaking cold biīch

 

the past few months were tough...
from having a ton of exams and quizzes to family issues and life changing events. i learnt alot from them tho. i guess the key to going through hardship is consistency in endurance and patience.
combine those together and anyone can go through anything. oh and with kindness. but what i wanted to share here is something specific which is that i had an entire month with only exams. it was probably one of the hardest months i ever had to go through. unfortunately, i didnt handle it the best way possible, but thats ok since it taught me a very precious lesson. keeping balance is not appreciated enough. i was worried the entire month because of the exams and i really couldnt enjoy anything. i wasnt relaxed enough. so i had to keep the balance between studying and rest and fun. its very important to keep balance because if they arent all balanced something will go wrong. in my case, i wasted too much time worrying while i was supposed to be studying. im not used to having an entire month of exams (every day btw except fridays). but i went through being 3rd in my class eventually. i could've done better but what i got was still pretty good. i also made a mistake by not spending enough time with my family. i was very focused on too many things and i ended up neglecting my family. which is wrong. spending time with the people who truly love you is important for your soul. so taking breaks from everything and being with your family is a good and wise decision sometimes. because alot of people just spend time on their pc or phone and totally forget that life is about family and love. its hard to realize all of these at a young age, i also forget these a lot but this is how we progress, we need to constantly remind ourselves about whats right and what should be done.
thanks for reading : )

 

Some dude is jealous of me liking someone .-.

 

who lol

 

wdym who?

 

lol u said "someone" is jelly u like someone so i said who lol

 

look at my profile page

 

bet

 

You will see who I was talking about who I like .-.

 

I saw lol i now know!

 

haha lmfao

 

Has somebody that you had in a pretty high standard fell off it?
Well it happened to me today. My great-grandmother passed away and today was his funeral. I always had my cousin (18) in a pretty high standard because he was strong and so nice, we have a great relationship, he is the best. But today i saw him about to cry, and i went and hugged him, then he placed his head on my shoulder and started to cry loads. He cried for about 2 minutes laying on my shoulder. Now it’s the moment when you can see the weakness of other people, and that hurtled my like a shot in the heart. Now my heart will forever be damaged with this event.
Also i just realized im insensible to deaths. Yesterday it was the mortuary of my great-grandmother, and everybody there was crying and sobbing, and I was there standing up like nothing had happened, just meeting new people, and hugging everybody that needed it. But I didn’t even cried or felt sadness, i still dont feel it. I felt like I didn’t belong to that group. I even went and prayed for her and even looking the dead corpse i didn’t cried. Still when my great-grandfather arrived i was still feeling the same. I hugged him and gave him the condolences. He just looked at me with empty eyes. That also hurted me, that was so hard to asimílate for him. But I still dont cried or felt anything.
I dont know if this is good or bad but i just wanted to see what you think about this...

 

Thats sad...

 

I am pray 4 u and u family

 

Sorry to hear that, I will keep you and your family in my prayers