Confessions!

I must confess that it is long past my bedtime

 

Gang gang gang gang gang!

 

I have to confess that I am VERY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. IDK if anyone saw the collab track proriderlegend posted, but they posted it before I could detail it, and my part is a little over half of the ride. There were supposed to be 5 people working on it, but yet the rides only about 16 seconds. My part was 9 seconds.

 

But at least I have a different track I'm working on with someone else that I can trust more than the people on the other track.

 

It looked really mediocre for a 5 person collab

 

ProRiderLegend is trying to act all sad about it in the collab chat. Who tf posts something:
1. Without detail - they told me to do my detail at the end, but they posted it
2. Without even doing a part - my part was over half the track
3. Without even testing the playability of the track - like seriously, now they are making me rant

 

im gay

 

Did you just assume your pronoun?

 

gay isnt a pronoun you fuckin twat

 

"I" is a pronoun..... pls don't shank me

 

'I' is a personal pronoun and so doesn't apply to this situation.

 

eye is a noun idiot

 

"I'm" is what I'm referring to
btw shep also assumed my pronoun - said "you"

 

can we talk about how slipstream thinks you can fail to understand what pronouns you prefer for yourself

also the 'did u just assume my gender' joke is dead stop

 

Check your privilege m8

 

Also dead

 

my gay privilege? k

also dead

 

I know, I love stupid dead memes

 

my brother and i dont have the best relationship, but i think i really learned something while walking around a casino and talking today. while i still think part of the reasons we fight so much is that we're siblings, he had a good point about how i act. i claim to be an existentialist, but everything other people do bothers me. im constantly arguing about the most unimportant things, be it someones crappy taste in music or what they think of me or other people. as someone who thinks life is ultimately meaningless and we should just do our best to enjoy it while it lasts, i sure do stress over what other people think. it ends up having a profound effect on how people see me, and it ends up pushing them away, making me more hopeless as time goes on and people grow more distant.

i think my brother and i have reached a bit of understanding and mutual respect, and i feel like i know what my main problem is now

feelsgoodman

 

Okay... so I am going through the forum after a long time and I see my posts and status updates like "fak y u do dis 2 me m8", and on psst's profile "we both dieded at the same time". So basically half a year earlier I was immature and I still think I am for my age. I look back on my tracks and still think they are shite but I couldn't go on because of my PC. I just want thank you guys for tolerating my lame efforts for trying to act cool. I may have been harsh to some of you but I just want to say sorry for anything I did to you guys. I am a 16 year old who still acts like a 12 year old. FRHD has been a very big part of my life a year ago and I appreciate all of you for encouraging me when I was into track making and making me feel like a special cupcake specially codrey, skeeny, eli and theend. This forum is still one of my favourite forums.
P.S. I know this is not a confession and my post is not organized at all.